write…even when you’d rather not

I didn’t feel like writing anything today.  I felt tired and overwhelmed and a bit wrung out.  In fact, I still don’t feel like writing.

When I was younger, I would have sat back and waited for “inspiration” to strike, something that might have taken months.  I think I’ve almost completely broken that habit.  Proof?  Today, even though I’d rather be anywhere else, I sat down in front of my computer to write out the one page summary for the sequel to the novel I just finished (I figure at the rate I get words down on paper I should have it done by the time the first one has been out a full year…best to start now).  I set my timer for 15 minutes and told myself I’d do something else when it went off.  In that quarter of an hour I managed to get a few paragraphs outlining the plot down.  I kept my promise, cleaned up the house a bit, took care of the kids, and went back to writing even though I still didn’t feel like it.  At least, I thought, I started.  Might as well finish.

Then, I realized I wasn’t going to be able to fit it all on one page (thank you summary for the publisher that I never sent).  I tried the same trick as before, trying to sound as if I were writing something for a book jacket instead of a “one page summary”.  It fit.  And in the process, I discovered things about these new characters I hadn’t realized before, including a few twists in the plot that hadn’t occurred to me until now.  One of those twists happens to be big and will add a very real tension/conflict to the story that had been lacking, not to mention add depth to the characters involved.

I’m really getting excited about this story.  I still don’t feel like doing the work of writing, but my imagination is engaged.  The rest of me will follow soon enough.

the width of a postage stamp

So, I’ve finished everything I think I need for this particular submission.  Now that I’m this close, I’m starting to get pre-mailing jitters.  You know, the kind that make you want to tear through your manuscript and make sure every single word is exactly as you want it.  It never will be.  It makes for a good excuse not to mail it, though.  I’ve read the sample through to make sure there are no errors and that’s enough.

I have to remind myself that the difference between a published and an unpublished author is the width of a postage stamp.  I’m almost to the point of chanting it.

I’ve done a fair amount of research.  I like and respect the publisher I’ve chosen for this submission.  I know I’m probably not going to get priority like someone with a good agent would, but that’s okay for now.  We’ll see if they like what I’ve written.  It’s been years since I’ve done this, but I think it’s time.

More later.

looks like the summary’s a keeper

I showed my husband the summary I’d written.  It’s got a number of what I would call cosmetic problems that I missed, but that wasn’t my purpose in showing him the summary.  I wanted to know if this thing I wrote for fun was actually able to sell my novel.  Judging by his reaction, it sounds like it is.  I have to go over it now and clean it up but I’m thrilled.

The next few days are going to be very busy with other things in my life.  I have no idea if I’ll be able to post anything until Friday.  We’ll see.  If not, my goal for this week is to get everything assembled and mailed out to a publisher I’ve had my eye on for a while now.  I’ll let you guys know if I make it.

um, wow

I finished the summary.  I mean, I think I have.  It’s five to six pages (depending on how you parse it), double-spaced (to make it easier to read), in Times New Roman, 12 point font.  And I’m not sure how I did it.  I sat down just to write out some over the top book jacket blurb and ended up putting all the high points of the novel in a fairly easy to read format that, hopefully, will get an editor interested in seeing the rest.  And it was fun!

I am more than a little surprised.  I’m going to ask my husband to take a look and see if I’m crazy because I really think I got it.  We’ll see what he says.

quick update on summary

So, in my last post, I mentioned that I haven’t reached my goal.  It wasn’t any big deal (except that I didn’t finish).  My offline life needed me, so I put writing aside that day.  Didn’t touch it at all during the weekend, though I did open up the documents and look them over, once on Saturday and once on Sunday.

I really have to find a way to make this fun or this is going to haunt me for the next year at least.

Forget the summary I’m working on now.  I’m going to write an over-the-top version just to see what comes out of it.  At the very least, I’ll be able to blow off some steam and maybe get a new perspective.  Besides, I can’t really do any serious work this week with Thanksgiving coming up.  Too much to do around the house.

I’ll let you know how it goes.