Shining Armor now available on Nook

Like the title says, my story is now available through Nook! So, if you have a Nook, or the free Nook app on your device, you can now take a look at Shining Armor.

General update: I’m working whenever I can on part three. The rough draft is currently twice the length of part one, and I leave Krysilla’s point-of-view on occasion in this one. The story’s more complex, and I think that’s why it’s becoming a bit of a bear. It’s also been difficult to hold onto a motivation for Krysilla’s actions in this one. I hope to have that clarified by the time I post excerpts of the rough draft here. Maybe Wattpad. Not sure how I want to approach that, yet.

For now, back to writing.

Pandora Hearts, vol. 12: a review

So, I go to Goodreads to copy my review of vol. 12, and I find InD’Tale magazine has reviewed Shining Armor. Nice.

Kind of nervous, though. They mentioned that the story is slow in the beginning, and yes, it is. Though The Baker’s Wife is better in parts one and two, I can feel the same slowness happening in part three. Trying really hard to keep that from happening. We’ll see if I can manage it. Wish me luck!

(All spoilers must be highlighted.)

Pandora Hearts, #12Pandora Hearts, #12 by Jun Mochizuki

My rating: 4 of 5 stars

“Looking at the same thing and then deliberating is not the only way to walk together. Even if you are walking different paths, individuals continue to be linked together.” [changed the quote]

At the moment, I’m giving this four stars, though it should really be more like four and a half. There’s so much in this volume to like/love that I feel like I should give it five stars anyway. I can’t even describe what about this feels off. I’ll see if I can manage it after I do some general rambling first.

This volume’s theme is “growing up”. Eventually, the innocent children we were give way to creatures who know. What I love about this manga is that Oz isn’t the only one going through these transitions.

We start with Vincent, of all people. Now, here I have to say that I still think he’s twisted and evil and miserable and I don’t care how awful his life was when he was a kid. Gil went through the same garbage and he still has a good soul in him.

However, with Mochizuki, you never know. The character you’re praising today could be the one who slits another character’s throat tomorrow. The innocent child who blushes whenever she gets the attention of a handsome gentleman, could turn out to have a taste for torture and the occult.

And it seems that vice versa can also be true. Even though I’ve only softened a little toward Vincent by knowing his past, I can’t help but smile at the glimmer of redemption Mochizuki has given him. (spoiler) Yes, after this chapter, I can’t ship AdaXGil anymore. It just wouldn’t be right. I think Ada would scare Gil. O_O Not only that, but Mochizuki has put Ada and Vincent together too often, and with this current twist I wouldn’t be surprised at their relationship developing into something that might actually inspire him to change. Once he’s gotten over the shock, lol.

Gil’s brief discussion with his brother also shows that Gil has done some thinking as well, and is trying to form a more mature and stable relationship with his brother. I loved the look on Vincent’s face afterward. I hope he takes Gil up on his offer before too long.

Lady Sharon also shows that she’s maturing emotionally. She’s become stronger and more self-sufficient. She doesn’t need anyone protecting her from ugly truths anymore, especially Break. It’s fascinating to see how he handles it. (spoiler) I really loved the scene on the balcony when he confesses to her that he can’t see. That was so well-written/drawn, I choked up.

Elliot, too, has begun to look at what he was taught and what’s real. His participation is turning him into a character to admire.

And, of course, Oz has begun to play games at the level of the Great Dukes. His intelligence manages to get Pandora inside the mansion of the foreigner, Isla Yura.

Can I stop for a sec and give a warning here? Isla Yura is the freakiest thing in this manga so far. That’s right, folks. I’m saying he’s freakier than missing eyes, cut-up human organs, sadism, insanity, chains, and spells that tattoo how much time you have left in this world on your chest.

He tops all of that.

Anyway, yes, growth. I’m really thrilled with how this story is progressing. And if I say anything more there will be major spoilers.

So why not give it five stars?

I think it’s because this volume tries to get back to a light-hearted tone and tries a little too hard at times. The story tends to jerk around a bit as a result. It’s not too jarring, but still, it’s there.

Introducing Isla Yura….Sometimes, when an author introduces a foreign element, it really adds to the story. Fullmetal Alchemist gained a lot of depth with the foreigners that got tangled up in the plot. I’m hoping the same things happens here, but at the moment, Isla Yura feels too much like a plot device, not a character with true depth. I trust that will change as the series progresses.

And finally, the scene where Oz, Break and Co. try to infiltrate Barma’s residence felt like Mochizuki had no idea how to get certain characters together, so she kind of slapped some elements together to get something by her deadline. That sounds harsh, but I’m pretty sympathetic, actually. That scene, and the tea party that kind of comes from nowhere and feels a little forced, are only two out of many, many amazing scenes in this volume.

And now I have to wait two months until I can buy volume #13. :(

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Pandora Hearts, vol 11: a review

I have the Internet back!

It turned out that the connection needed to have a part replaced. And it was a simple part, so it didn’t take long to fix at all. Very happy.

BTW, my views in this review have changed. Not about the series (IT’S STILL AWESOME) but about one of the characters and their relationship to another character. I explain in the next review, so I won’t bother here. Just thought I’d let everyone know and then withhold the reason why so that all my readers are left wondering for the rest of the day. That’s all.

Pandora Hearts, #11Pandora Hearts, #11 by Jun Mochizuki

My rating: 5 of 5 stars

Okay, this series has gone beyond awesome but I’m going to have to put this little bit as a spoiler. Don’t worry. It won’t take long. Just highlight the blank spot.
I love that Jun Mochizuki didn’t put a major character in total darkness when she made him/her blind. There are all sorts of degrees of blindness and I’m beyond ecstatic that she didn’t go with a cliche and make everything suddenly go dark. This character can still see light and forms, but not much beyond that. It’s fantastic. Fantastic and tragic.

Moving on…

A major theme in this volume is loyalty, to yourself and others. Several characters find themselves in a position where they have to ask themselves where (and with whom) they stand.

The most adorable one is Lady Sharon. She thought that by standing next to Break, she was supporting him. But now, she’s starting to wonder if it’s better to go out herself and try to support him through her individual actions.

I swear, they are the second cutest non-couple couple in this series. (The first is, obviously, Alice and Oz.)

I also liked watching Gil struggle with his need to serve. Due to revelations in the past volume, he’s trying to work out who he really needs. After all, Oz is moving further away. Supposedly. When Oz gets Gil alone to try to get him to confess what he really saw in Sablier, we see that their friendship is still very strong.

Speaking of Oz, he shines beautifully here. He’s just as sharp as he was in volume #1 and there’s so many things he catches in this volume, it’s just awesome. It really balances out his gradual unbalancing. (And that only adds to his coolness because he’s aware something is very much not right with himself.)

It was also nice seeing the back and forth between Gil and Elliot. Even though Elliot’s older brothers couldn’t stand Gil and Vincent, I think it’s fascinating that Elliot managed to forge some kind of brotherly relationship with Gil. For them to sit and talk about legal and illegal contractors in only a slightly awkward fashion is actually pretty awesome given the craziness we’ve seen so far in this series.

Other things I found interesting/annoying or just plain enjoyed:

* Barma and Oz. Nice twists in their dialogue. Loved it.

* Reim and Break. Their interaction in this volume really made me smile.

* Alice and Oz interact now like real friends. Their closeness is really wonderful and only gets better in this volume.

* Gil and Alice. Cutest scene ever when he pats her head.

* Vincent and Ada. Oooooooooo, I want her to run each time I see them together. And what made it worse was this time I got to see inside his thoughts while he’s talking with her.

Don’t get me wrong. It makes sense and is kind of foreshadowed in the things Vincent tells Gil and Elliot. (Highlight for spoiler) (I’m convinced now that Vincent is actively trying to isolate Gil. It’s okay to live with the Nightrays, but not okay for Gil to have a second brother in Elliot. Plus, there’s the masochism of getting Gil so angry he finally reveals all the resentment Vincent knows he feels and punishes him like Vincent feels he deserves. If that’s true, that’s yet another similarity between him and Break.) The truth is very malleable with him. But his past isn’t and if that’s his prime motivator with Ada (highlight yet again) hurting her because she’s had a better life than him…well, let’s just say I’m looking forward to GilxAda by the end.

Note: I noticed a number of reviews that said some of the volumes are confusing. I didn’t think so, but then again I get kind of obsessive with re-reading this series. She really does pack a lot of foreshadowing in small spaces. I think it also helps to have read the original Alice in Wonderland. Even though this is an original story, Jun Mochizuki stays pretty true to the symbols.

We’ll see if my experience holds true in the later volumes. :/

Next up, volume #12.

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From my phone

So, I no longer have Internet access. I have my phone, but that’s it. Hopefully, this won’t last long. It may. I don’t know.
This doesn’t mean I’ll be gone. Just that my blogging and other social stuff will be severely curtailed.
I’m still going to publish my stories. I still have hotspots I can use. And I have my phone. I am strong.
*cradles her phone like Gollum* Precioussssss.

Pandora Hearts, vol. 10: a review

It’s been a long week. But I’ve decided on the new cover (I’m using the gray), and I’m going over the file to make sure no little typos were missed. Might as well, you know? And I’m still writing part three. Starting to approach the end, too (will that jinx it?). The spreadsheet is helping more than I expected, though I might add a column that’s a “running tally” of sorts. We’ll see.

Pandora Hearts, #10Pandora Hearts, #10 by Jun Mochizuki

My rating: 5 of 5 stars

Okay, so remember how I said I’d never forgive Vincent for what he did to Eko-chan? Well, I still won’t forgive him, but reading this volume reminded me of just how difficult a life he’s had.

The beauty of this volume is that we re-visit Vincent and Gil’s twisted relationship and see how it’s driven their choices. One of the things I love about it is it’s realistic. Gil isn’t so devoted that he doesn’t think bad things about his brother, and Vincent isn’t so blind that he doesn’t realize Gil does resent having to watch over a “child of ill omen”. I hesitate calling it weakness, because these are children we’re talking about. Children can be very devoted, but they’re also naturally self-centered and I like how that conflict is used in this volume to drive the plot.

By the time I’d finished reading their backstory, I felt so sorry for Gil, but also found myself softening toward Vincent. Yes, he’s still done terrible things. And yes, it’s never good to use “for somebody else” as an excuse. But when I saw just how twisted his life had been…well, I’m starting to hope for a little redemption for him by the end of this series.

A little.

Tying in to that, we see that one of the things that drives Gil is a need to be everything to his master. And now that Oz is pulling away, now that it’s starting to become clear that his world is expanding, leaving Gil behind, that need has begun to drive him crazy. Why? I can’t tell you. Let’s just say Break figures it out and ends up with a gun pointed at his forehead.

Seriously, if you find yourself in a position where you’ve been giving to someone for years, then find that their need for your help is gone, I think this volume does a good job of clarifying the confusion and the insane desire to pull your “master” back to you so you can keep serving them. Not being needed can be absolutely terrifying.

Other things I enjoyed in this volume:

* Oz. Dang it, Oz is going through the most incredible transformation in this series. I love how he’s starting to voice his pain instead of hiding it, and I love that Alice is the one who’s inspiring him to do so. They make the cutest non-romantic couple. :)

* Alice’s “kiss”. Hopefully, he was able to get some ice on that soon.

* The consequences of using the Mad Hatter get taken up a notch for Break. Though I have to admit, I really loved the way he jokes about it.

* Lottie’s reaction to Break.

* The way Break was able to bring Gil to his senses.

* The whole Barma family interests me now. Three members show up in this volume and I have so many questions now about how involved they are in this mess.

Anyway, on to volume #11 and then, the latest one, volume #12. Squee! :)

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Pandora Hearts, vol. 9: a review

It’s an Echo kind of day.

Pandora Hearts, Vol. 9Pandora Hearts, Vol. 9 by Jun Mochizuki

My rating: 5 of 5 stars

GAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!

Sorry. Had to get that out.

Okay…on to the review.

First, off, this volume is all about reconnecting to who you really are. Which makes a lot of sense because we started off this volume with Gil finding out about Oz’s incuse, a bunch of memories that are deeply troubling Gil, Alice with questions of her own about how the illegal contract is progressing, and, of course, Oz still trying to figure out why his sin is his very being.

Each of the characters in this volume come a little closer to realizing who they are, but none more so than Oz. Due to all the things he’s learned from Barma and Break, he decides to go back to the beginning–and yes, I can’t help seeing Inigo Montoya telling off that member of the Brute Squad when I write that. But the beginning, he realizes, is before the point where he was thrown into the Abyss. Long before. The beginning of everything is in Sablier, the city that, due to Glen Baskerville’s massacre, dropped into the Abyss.

Well, naturally a lot of stuff happens on the way and all of it is very important, but a few key things happen. Or at least I think they’re key things.

First, Gil discovers his feelings toward Alice might not be as hateful as he thinks. But they have to be.

Second, Alice realizes Jack is hiding more pain than he’s told Oz.

Third, Oz meets Glen Baskerville’s memory in Sablier. And that event is what caused my first sentence in this review. Because that meeting opens a door into Oz that is absolutely stunning and gives a definite clue regarding why his sin is his very existence.

Highlights:

* The way Oz was finally able to get Gil to talk to him.

* The revelations about Eko-chan and another character that appeared earlier on. (And I will never forgive Vincent for how he treated Eko. Never.)

* Oz freaking out Reim so he can get the information he needs.

* Everything to do with the orphanage.

* Break, who always seems to be one step ahead of everyone. (Not as many good pics of him in here, but every time he shows up is awesome.)

* The ending of this volume. Oh, my gosh. This ending is absolutely the best cliffhanger and the best plot twist so far.

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Pandora Hearts, vol. 8: a review

Pandora Hearts, #8Pandora Hearts, #8 by Jun Mochizuki
My rating: 5 of 5 stars

“Then people become stronger by ‘living for somebody else’. Then how to go about it rightly? What should one keep in mind…? It must be never using ‘for somebody else’ as an ‘excuse’…”

I know Cheshire’s on the cover, but he’s not in here a whole lot. However, the points that are made are an exploration of the same kind of devotion Cheshire felt for Alice (before he died of course).

First, Break. Remember how much he hated Cheshire’s blind devotion? Well, here you get to see the full story of how he ended up at the Rainsworth mansion. By the end you wonder how he really feels about the Intention of the Abyss. His hatred of Vincent also becomes a teeny-bit ambiguous, probably because he sees the similarities between them himself.

We also realize the enormity of the burden he’s been carrying all this time right under everyone’s nose, all from the same blind “devotion” as Cheshire. And we learn just why he hates that kind of devotion so much. You thought the sins of the previous chapter were bad? It’s nothing compared to what he felt was his ultimate sin.

By the end of his story, we see that the past is better left alone and that people are better not. We strengthen each other, or should.

We also see that Break is still very much the person he once was. But maybe a little wiser for the wear (to loosely quote the esteemed Willy Wonka).

Then, we move on to the other side of things and watch Vincent’s insanity, all due to choices he made, like Break, for somebody else. But Vincent, like all of us, doesn’t exist in a vacuum, and those choices ripple outward to warp everyone they touch. Gil, for example. Because, you see, Vincent loves his brother beyond reason. And that terrifies Gil. In the process of getting freaked out by his brother’s words, he gets a few flashbacks that increase that freaked out feeling and make Vincent even more creepy than before (if that’s possible).

Highlights:

* Barma’s attempt at blackmailing Break.

* The page where Alice says Gil, Break and Oz are comrades. Break’s reaction was hilarious!

* Echo-chan! She is absolutely adorable! Her diary is fascinating, her view of Vincent is definitely unexpected, and her approach to life in general is like watching an animated doll who wants nothing more than to be real. I’m a sucker for those kind of characters.

* Oz and Echo-chan at the festival.

* Jack and Alice. Seriously, that scene creeped me out almost as much as the scene between Gil and Vincent.

* All the pictures of Break. As much as I’ve been fangirling over Jack, my heart really warmed at all the pictures of Break in this issue. Some of them are almost as gorgeous as the ones of Jack, though not nearly as, um, clean.

Also, this volume contains the original one-shot that got this series started. It’s interesting seeing how the idea originally formed in Jun Mochizuki’s head. From a writing standpoint, it’s also interesting to see what changed, and what didn’t.

Volume 9 is up next after this brief intermission.

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Pandora Hearts, vol. 7: a review

Jaaaaaaaack! Good gosh, Jack. ;_; It actually hurts to look back at this volume.

Note: all spoilers can be revealed by highlighting the text.

Pandora Hearts, #7Pandora Hearts, #7 by Jun Mochizuki

My rating: 5 of 5 stars

“Knowledge is, in short, power!! To know is the greatest joy!!!”

This volume is all about truth, whether in feelings, or information. It’s about the destruction of the illusions we treasure.

As a result, we see sides of characters that were only hints in previous volumes. Oz makes some powerful resolutions that end up causing more trouble for Gil than might be expected.

Because, you see, he’s Oz’s servant. And what does a servant do when he’s no longer needed?

Alice also realizes some things. Far from being a “romance” in the typical sense, her relationship with Oz has begun to deepen into a strong and amazing friendship. It’s an honest relationship, nothing hidden, and in the context of this story, that’s the most inspiring thing I’ve seen so far. I hope it ties in to Lady Sharon’s advice to Oz at the beginning of volume #1 to keep his friends close.

It’s also a direct contrast to Jack and Glen’s friendship, which starts out as something beneficial to both (at least that’s how it appears at this point). Needless to say, it doesn’t end well.

But the real star of this (in spite of the gorgeous Jack) is once again Break. We learn a lot about Break in this volume. Why? Because the Duke they go to see to get more information is Rufus Barma, and he’s all about getting the truth by whatever means necessary. But the truth he wants isn’t from Oz or Alice. It’s from Break’s past. His dark, despicable past, all done for a cause that seemed noble at the time. My heart ached so badly for him as I saw the reason for all his previous advice reveal itself. I also got to see why honesty with yourself is so important to him. In spite of what he did, he’s still my favorite character.

Other highlights in this volume:

* Jack is gorgeous! I swear, every time he shows up, I want to scan the images and put them on my wall. I don’t because my husband will make fun of me, as well he should. But there’s so many good images of Jack in this issue, including the cover, that I’m sorely tempted to at least make a desktop for my own viewing pleasure. I don’t think that’s too outrageous, is it?

* Sharon explaining romance to Alice using romance novels. It brought back a lot of memories of when I was sixteen and I devoured romantic illusions like they were cotton candy. Made me smile.

* I must mention this, but it’s a spoiler, so…I love having a name for Noble Break: Kevin Legnard. Jack is a gorgeous guy, but I have to admit that if I had a choice of dating Jack or pre-serial killer Kevin Legnard, it would be Kevin, hands down. Jack is a lovely daydream, but Kevin not only loved the family he served enough to kill for them (for what he thought was a good reason), he learned from his horrifying mistakes and survived, eventually turning into Xerxes Break, a man who will still sacrifice for his friends. Just not blindly anymore. Plus, the way Kevin’s drawn, he’s not half-bad in the looks department.

Still making that Jack desktop though.

* The information about some of the workings of the Abyss that the Intention gives Break.

* Alice and Duke Barma. Best. Speech. Ever.

If I say anything more there will definitely be spoilers. So, that’s it for now. Will review volume #8 soon.

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